It feels good to feel good, doesn’t it? Even better when feeling good in this case included masturbating in front of a mirror and recording it.
I’ve been struggling an awful lot with body image stuff lately so I’ve had no interest in recording anything so intimate. I took it slow yesterday and was recording bits of myself I do like and ended up getting all turned on and inspired to record a video with a new glass toy I am reviewing. And it was HOT!
I felt a little like my old self again, getting turned on watching myself in the mirror and the camera. I don’t know if it’s “back” per se but it felt good to access that part of me that’s been scared to come out and play for a while. So I’m trying to be kind and patient with it, as to not scare it away again.
Nikki is a photographer, writer, and general creator of things. She writes about mental health, sex, and relationships.