Mexico, masochism, and Mother’s Day

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You know, as they say, timing is everything. Not that there is ever an ideal time for shitty things to happen, but sometimes, some things sting more than others. When you are raw and sensitive and triggering things just keep...

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Lingerie is for… self love

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My mental health has been slipping lately. It is hard to be so aware of it sometimes. To know I am falling back into destructive habits, but not have the motivation to change the behaviors. Thankfully, I know myself, and...

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Finding myself

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For someone who struggles a great deal with their self-esteem, it isn’t easy for me to admit that this image took my breath away when I saw it. I immediately sent it to my partner because I felt so sexy and...

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You are so much prettier when you smile

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Twice in the past week I have taken photos of myself that I have been really proud of. I hesitated to share either. Why? Because I wasn’t smiling. That’s it. The lighting was great, I felt sexy, the poses were...

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Hi. I’m Nikki and I minimize my trauma.

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  I told my therapist I was planning to write about what it does to your brain to be cheated on for a decade. She agreed but suggested it not be specifically about  being cheated on, but rather about being exposed to...

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Pink

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When I was growing up, my family didn’t skirt around the fact that they would have preferred a boy. Since I was a child and of course wanted my parents acceptance, I convinced myself I hated pink, or anything girly...

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I wrote a letter to my younger self and it was cathartic af

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I originally published this on my SFW blog last Fall, but didn’t realize I hadn’t shared it here as well. CW: contains mentions of depression and suicide   Depression is notorious for killing your motivation and creativity, so a few weeks...

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