Flavors of confidence

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For the past few months, everytime I am on top of my partner, I find myself staring down and appreciating the way my ass, hips and thighs look as I grind and sway. Even yanking off a dress or lingerie...

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Missing myself

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I miss the subby baby girl I used to be. I’m sure I have pages upon pages to write about it — and may eventually, but that’s the gist of it. I miss that person I’d worked so hard to...

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Touchable

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After a conversation with my partner last night and chatting with Isabelle today on Twitter about tummies, I wanted to get a few thoughts down. I’ve always been incredibly self conscious about my weight, like a lot of people who...

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Celebrating half a year

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When I decided I wanted to give this year long photo project a try, I was a bit skeptical. I, admittedly, have a hard time sticking to anything positive. Negative behaviors and habits are in my wheelhouse, I smoked cigarettes...

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Lingerie is for… vulnerability

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It’s no secret that I am a masochist. I try to be open about it, as it is something I enjoy exploring. I’m also a shameless exhibitionist, so it’s just another delicious layer of excitement. Sometimes my masochism is less...

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Mexico, masochism, and Mother’s Day

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You know, as they say, timing is everything. Not that there is ever an ideal time for shitty things to happen, but sometimes, some things sting more than others. When you are raw and sensitive and triggering things just keep...

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Lingerie is for… self love

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My mental health has been slipping lately. It is hard to be so aware of it sometimes. To know I am falling back into destructive habits, but not have the motivation to change the behaviors. Thankfully, I know myself, and...

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Finding myself

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For someone who struggles a great deal with their self-esteem, it isn’t easy for me to admit that this image took my breath away when I saw it. I immediately sent it to my partner because I felt so sexy and...

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You are so much prettier when you smile

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Twice in the past week I have taken photos of myself that I have been really proud of. I hesitated to share either. Why? Because I wasn’t smiling. That’s it. The lighting was great, I felt sexy, the poses were...

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