That fucking blanket

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Having a mental illness is often a lonely feeling. In my experience, depression, anxiety and PTSD, whether separately, or some magical bullshit combines them together into a cocktail of distinct and almost comforting isolation. I struggle with this because I find...

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A fundamental fear of happiness

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I started the day like most Thursdays, excited because it was date night and a little anxious but eager to go to therapy. As I was getting my medication out for the day, I realized I wasn’t dying to get...

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Let’s wrap this up, shall we?

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The past fifteen months of my life have been a ridiculous rollercoaster. Starting in October 2017, I have had some of my lowest lows and some of my highest highs. All of them forcing me to grow and expand in...

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Notes on a Naughty November

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Our November was quite possibly the sexiest month we have ever had (other than us all getting sick!) A lot of really exciting things happened: 🖤 November was our first full month writing on our blog! (Started mid-October) 🖤My fiance,...

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We don’t do magic when we are sick

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This morning I was reading Kisungura’s newest blog post while I was sitting in my car waiting on my therapy appointment. She wrote: It’s also, however, about lack of opportunity for the same level of connection since we’ve been home and...

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Funny bunny

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But, isn't playing in pudding, dressing up in wigs and fetish heels, wearing a unicorn horn and tail, rocking crooked bunny ears and a fuzzy white tail playful? 

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