For the past few months, everytime I am on top of my partner, I find myself staring down and appreciating […]
Feeling poorly
It turns out I have a kidney infection. That may be the least sexy thing I’ve written lately, but it’s […]
Lingerie is for… vulnerability
It’s no secret that I am a masochist. I try to be open about it, as it is something I […]
Mexico, masochism, and Mother’s Day
You know, as they say, timing is everything. Not that there is ever an ideal time for shitty things to […]
Lingerie is for… self love
My mental health has been slipping lately. It is hard to be so aware of it sometimes. To know I […]
Hi. I’m Nikki and I minimize my trauma.
I told my therapist I was planning to write about what it does to your brain to be cheated […]
Pink
When I was growing up, my family didn’t skirt around the fact that they would have preferred a boy. Since […]
Believing
I have really been struggling to write lately. Not because of blocks, or lack of inspiration, but so much is […]
Appreciate
In honor of National Eating Disorder Awareness week, I wanted to share something personal and positive. Appreciating my body
That fucking blanket
Having a mental illness is often a lonely feeling. In my experience, depression, anxiety and PTSD, whether separately, or some […]