Flavors of confidence

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For the past few months, everytime I am on top of my partner, I find myself staring down and appreciating the way my ass, hips and thighs look as I grind and sway. Even yanking off a dress or lingerie...

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Feeling poorly

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It turns out I have a kidney infection. That may be the least sexy thing I’ve written lately, but it’s life and sometimes it’s not all masturbation and blowjobs (much to my dismay, to be clear.) That being said, I...

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Lingerie is for… vulnerability

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It’s no secret that I am a masochist. I try to be open about it, as it is something I enjoy exploring. I’m also a shameless exhibitionist, so it’s just another delicious layer of excitement. Sometimes my masochism is less...

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Mexico, masochism, and Mother’s Day

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You know, as they say, timing is everything. Not that there is ever an ideal time for shitty things to happen, but sometimes, some things sting more than others. When you are raw and sensitive and triggering things just keep...

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Lingerie is for… self love

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My mental health has been slipping lately. It is hard to be so aware of it sometimes. To know I am falling back into destructive habits, but not have the motivation to change the behaviors. Thankfully, I know myself, and...

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Hi. I’m Nikki and I minimize my trauma.

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  I told my therapist I was planning to write about what it does to your brain to be cheated on for a decade. She agreed but suggested it not be specifically about  being cheated on, but rather about being exposed to...

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Pink

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When I was growing up, my family didn’t skirt around the fact that they would have preferred a boy. Since I was a child and of course wanted my parents acceptance, I convinced myself I hated pink, or anything girly...

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